What a busy monh july is!! i really can manage my time pala unli8ke last year na i can't handle my time seriously..!!
! month na yung braces ko, and as for my dentist, she can see a lot of improvemen and i'm so glad that it will be removed by the 8th month of it!! yaaay!!
and after my braces, i'm planning to join CTM comtest.. oh wel, there's no harm in trying!!hehe...
Everytime i hear the song "Love moves in mysterious ways", i feel sad and at the same time happy. I don't know, i just Love the song cause it's sending me a message that i trully don't understand. You know?! i wish that HE will play the song "Love moves in mysterious ways" in his guitar!! ewan!! basta it will mean a LOT to me kung marinig ko sa kaniya yan!! Frankly speaking, i still Love him. Nowadays, he's the only one that is on my mind. But on the other hand, i think i'm beginning to Love this other guy na!! oh!! am i confuse or what!?
I so hate school!! it's like my sanctuary which i can't think of any reasons not to hate it!! anyways, i got hooked with music which i can't get enough of!! i've been listening to MYMP's and NINA's for hours already!! ugh!! i just love their songs, because i can feel the message they are telling me!!! waahhh!!! i am so0o0o not-in-love right now!! i really need an inspiration for my studies!!! that's why i'm wasting my time in listening to music!! a nerve-soother it actually is!!
You know what?! i've been thinking about this for weeks now. It's about this guy who really likes me that he managed to wait for almost 2 years na!! the point i'm telling you is.... i think i'm falling for him na!! Can it be true?! well, it's because i really like him being so thoughtful and kind to me!! But the problem is, there is someone PA in my heart which i can't delete!! But my feelings is trying to transfer na to the other guy!! but even though i'll fall for the other one, i'm not going to have a boyfriend this high school.
My mom was scolding me because i'm beginning to act like a freak na daw!! kasi i am so narcisstic that i just can't help but stare at the mirror for minutes!! my mom told me i'm going overbored na but i look at it as an ego-booster!! Because, i am so0o0o insecure with this girl at school and i don't know why?! But when i ask my friend if who among us is prettier, she keeps on telling me that i am prettier than her!! but why don't i feel that!? i am so0o0o bumped that she's getting into my nerves na!! but all i can say is...
"I am damn prettier than you are!!" Psyche!!!
I really hate my senior life!!! maybe because their are some thorns in my flesh right now!! ugh!! i really hate them!! =( anyways, one of my friend told me their secret. She told me that they are planning to set me up with another guy so that i can get over with my past love na!! can you believe it?! it's because i'm the only one who didnt had a boyfriend pa among us!!! the heck!! it's not my priority!! i'm not that desperate to have one, because if i really want to have a relationship with someone, i can get it!! because honestly speaking.. i have the looks naman diba?! i just don't have the CHARISMA!! hehe.. uhmm... seriously, i just hate what they are doing to me because i don't need a LOVELIFE!! i don't need a BOYFRIEND!! so don't push me in such things because i'm not yet ready!! Don't pity me for not having one, be happy for me!!! I Don't need a Lover, i just need the cellphone number of my crush!! that's all!! hehe..
When The going gets tough, the tough gets going!! agh! what an awful week i spent in school!! 0ur teachers are such a blurr, they gave us shocking assignments which gave us intense pressure. I still can't find Filipino Physicists on the net, those bloody search engines!!! such a crap!! uggh!!
Anyways, it was only the tip of the iceberg cause believe it or not, i got sick on a thursday afternoon!! damn!! that day was my schedule for my brace to be attached!! grr... i hate this week!
By the end of the month, i'll be having my braces already!! it's for my teeth to look better and straighter!! well, it's a requirement to be a model!!haha!! Why did i opened the topic about models you ask?! it's because it's my ultimate DREAM!! not a ramp model!! i don't have the height noh?! but to be a cover and commercial model!! but before i achieve that dream, i need to prove to people that i have "it" to be one!! and to achieve that, i need not to listen to people who just wanna let me down!! they're just loners, insecure people!! kaya don't be too downhearted when someone gossips bad things about you cause you know the REAL you!! i realized that when i saw people strive really hard to get what they want!! because they know what they want!! and i feel pity for some who just accepts what destiny gives them without a push to make their life, much more meaningful. Kaya even though how many mountains i should climb, how many walls i should wreck just to reach my dream... nothing can stop me into doing that!! they should mind their own damn business, not mine!! this is a promise, before i reach 20, i'll be featured in a magazine and/or be doing an ad-worthy commercial!! that's a promise!! i'll be doing my destiny, not waiting for it!!
My Gawd!! i just got home from the dentist!! apat yung pinastahan na ngipin ko at isa naman ang binunot!! haha!! i am so0o0o happy na ok na teeth ko!!ala nang sira!! pero sabi daw ng dentist, i should wear baraces para ma-move yung teeth ko na closed bite at para mag-straight na siya!! para before college, danda na ng teeth kohw!!wahehe!! sana nga i could gather up some courage for a brace!!
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What a busy monh july is!! i really can manage my time pala unli8ke last year na i can't handle my time seriously..!!
! month na yung braces ko, and as for my dentist, she can see a lot of improvemen and i'm so glad that it will be removed by the 8th month of it!! yaaay!!
and after my braces, i'm planning to join CTM comtest.. oh wel, there's no harm in trying!!hehe...
Everytime i hear the song "Love moves in mysterious ways", i feel sad and at the same time happy. I don't know, i just Love the song cause it's sending me a message that i trully don't understand. You know?! i wish that HE will play the song "Love moves in mysterious ways" in his guitar!! ewan!! basta it will mean a LOT to me kung marinig ko sa kaniya yan!! Frankly speaking, i still Love him. Nowadays, he's the only one that is on my mind. But on the other hand, i think i'm beginning to Love this other guy na!! oh!! am i confuse or what!?
I so hate school!! it's like my sanctuary which i can't think of any reasons not to hate it!! anyways, i got hooked with music which i can't get enough of!! i've been listening to MYMP's and NINA's for hours already!! ugh!! i just love their songs, because i can feel the message they are telling me!!! waahhh!!! i am so0o0o not-in-love right now!! i really need an inspiration for my studies!!! that's why i'm wasting my time in listening to music!! a nerve-soother it actually is!!
You know what?! i've been thinking about this for weeks now. It's about this guy who really likes me that he managed to wait for almost 2 years na!! the point i'm telling you is.... i think i'm falling for him na!! Can it be true?! well, it's because i really like him being so thoughtful and kind to me!! But the problem is, there is someone PA in my heart which i can't delete!! But my feelings is trying to transfer na to the other guy!! but even though i'll fall for the other one, i'm not going to have a boyfriend this high school.
My mom was scolding me because i'm beginning to act like a freak na daw!! kasi i am so narcisstic that i just can't help but stare at the mirror for minutes!! my mom told me i'm going overbored na but i look at it as an ego-booster!! Because, i am so0o0o insecure with this girl at school and i don't know why?! But when i ask my friend if who among us is prettier, she keeps on telling me that i am prettier than her!! but why don't i feel that!? i am so0o0o bumped that she's getting into my nerves na!! but all i can say is...
"I am damn prettier than you are!!" Psyche!!!
I really hate my senior life!!! maybe because their are some thorns in my flesh right now!! ugh!! i really hate them!! =( anyways, one of my friend told me their secret. She told me that they are planning to set me up with another guy so that i can get over with my past love na!! can you believe it?! it's because i'm the only one who didnt had a boyfriend pa among us!!! the heck!! it's not my priority!! i'm not that desperate to have one, because if i really want to have a relationship with someone, i can get it!! because honestly speaking.. i have the looks naman diba?! i just don't have the CHARISMA!! hehe.. uhmm... seriously, i just hate what they are doing to me because i don't need a LOVELIFE!! i don't need a BOYFRIEND!! so don't push me in such things because i'm not yet ready!! Don't pity me for not having one, be happy for me!!! I Don't need a Lover, i just need the cellphone number of my crush!! that's all!! hehe..
When The going gets tough, the tough gets going!! agh! what an awful week i spent in school!! 0ur teachers are such a blurr, they gave us shocking assignments which gave us intense pressure. I still can't find Filipino Physicists on the net, those bloody search engines!!! such a crap!! uggh!!
Anyways, it was only the tip of the iceberg cause believe it or not, i got sick on a thursday afternoon!! damn!! that day was my schedule for my brace to be attached!! grr... i hate this week!
By the end of the month, i'll be having my braces already!! it's for my teeth to look better and straighter!! well, it's a requirement to be a model!!haha!! Why did i opened the topic about models you ask?! it's because it's my ultimate DREAM!! not a ramp model!! i don't have the height noh?! but to be a cover and commercial model!! but before i achieve that dream, i need to prove to people that i have "it" to be one!! and to achieve that, i need not to listen to people who just wanna let me down!! they're just loners, insecure people!! kaya don't be too downhearted when someone gossips bad things about you cause you know the REAL you!! i realized that when i saw people strive really hard to get what they want!! because they know what they want!! and i feel pity for some who just accepts what destiny gives them without a push to make their life, much more meaningful. Kaya even though how many mountains i should climb, how many walls i should wreck just to reach my dream... nothing can stop me into doing that!! they should mind their own damn business, not mine!! this is a promise, before i reach 20, i'll be featured in a magazine and/or be doing an ad-worthy commercial!! that's a promise!! i'll be doing my destiny, not waiting for it!!
My Gawd!! i just got home from the dentist!! apat yung pinastahan na ngipin ko at isa naman ang binunot!! haha!! i am so0o0o happy na ok na teeth ko!!ala nang sira!! pero sabi daw ng dentist, i should wear baraces para ma-move yung teeth ko na closed bite at para mag-straight na siya!! para before college, danda na ng teeth kohw!!wahehe!! sana nga i could gather up some courage for a brace!!